What an awesome display of "Silence"...
Have you ever taken a drive out to the country, or planned a weekend just to be away from it all? If you have, you will understand when I talk about, “silence”. When you can be out in nature nature, you discover that it’s almost as if everything is in a constant state of silent prayer. View a California Redwood and you will see a massive natural structure that you might assume is too large to be quiet, but put your ear to one, and you’ll never hear it make a sound. An amazing thing about these beasts of the forest is they also neither toil nor spin. It’s as if they sit waiting upon God’s command to “grow”, and are obedient to it.
The reason I bring this up is that a lot of people have recently inquired about how to hear God. One of the greatest tools in your arsenal for this is the ability to sit still. This is not an easy thing to do these days. We are surrounded by noise. Even “quiet” itself is fought against by products that are produced to combat silence. Many people talk of needing “white noise” in order to get to sleep. It’s ironic that often it is in silence that we have the deepest communication with our God. I remember one time many years ago when God said to me, “My son, the world moves at 55 mph. I move at 15. If you don’t slow down, you may never know that I was there.” Imagine that this occurred over 15 years ago! The amount of rushing around, and the speed of technology was nothing compared to that of today. I imagine that if God said the same thing to me today, He might use 80 or 90 miles per hour as his example, but I don’t think He would change the speed limit He follows at all. I mention this because God seemed to touch upon it in the following message. There seems to be a theme in His writings as I review them, that we still haven’t given it over to Him. What a shame this seems to be, for I imagine it would be a much a simpler world if we did.
Listen as our Father explains His requests of us, and how we are to handle them. He asks us not to worry, not to fear, for He will give us all we need. What a loving and awesome God we have, who does this for us. Maybe in return we can give him a little something as well… “our time”. After all, everything is His in the first place. I think I will end this with a quote that I read years ago. It reportedly involved St. Catherine of Siena (1347-1380) and a questioner. She was asked why in the Old Testament it said “God spoke to” over 100 times, but today we don’t hear this mentioned at all? Her response was, “That is an easy one. You see, back then they lived by a prayer; Lord speak… your servant is listening. Now they live by a different one; Lord listen… your servant is speaking.” I believe this speaks for itself.
12/13/2009
Lord: My son it is I your Lord and God and Father. Be at peace my child, and know that I don’t send any requests to you without giving you the ability to complete them for me. I will provide all that you need for this “call”. Do not fear and think that I have abandoned you, for this is not true. I am always here my son. Even now, when due to the difficulties of your cross, it is hard to find me. Do not worry for I have taught you much about this. Have I not come through for you at every need, and at every prompting of mine twhen I wished you to do something for me? You are correct my son in believing that you have given up much for me, but all that you have relinquished to me pales in comparison to what is waiting for you at the end of this race. Let all of my children know this my son. I am here for them as well. I do not ask of anyone more than they can do. I am not a cruel God, but a loving one. Listen to your hearts my children. Night and day I call out to you, but from so many of you I get no response. How this hurts me my children to watch you go through needless suffering, because you want to do things your own way. Do you not think my way is better? Do you not believe that I have shortcuts and solutions to your problems? Oh my poor children, all you have to do is ask. I will be there in an instant, in fact I already am. Do not delay my children, call upon me for everything. I am your Father who loves you. It pains me to see one of you go to eternal perdition when you could have had eternal paradise. I have created all of this for you my little ones. Come and share. The Kingdom of God is here. Look inside, and you will find it. Listen my children, listen for my still and quiet voice within you. All that you need is there. That is all my son. Go in peace, I love you. Amen * I am coming
Update: Friday December 18, 2009
I woke this morning and started to read 1 Chronicles, Chapter 16, Verses 33-36 from yesterday’s readings. I’d been so busy that I hadn’t gotten to read them yesterday. Listen to the very beginning these readings:
“Then shall all the trees exult … .”
Last night as I was writing the blog, I kept receiving images of huge trees with their branches reaching up toward heaven. This type of thing is a normal occurrence for me when I sit down to write, and is also how I pick the images for each entry. As I read the scriptures this morning, it was confirmed as to why God had sent those pictures to me last night. I love when He does this, because it assures me that it is truly Him behind this work.
Happy Birthday to "Our Salvation"
I know it has been several days or longer since I’ve written. The main reason for that, as I explained in an earlier post, is that I do not like to write. God however, shows me that He wants me to be obedient no matter how I might feel at the time. He just wants me to do what He asks. He reminds me that my reward is coming, as long as I stay obedient.
With that being said, I was sitting at my computer at about 8 AM Monday morning. I was busy checking my e-mail when I felt His presence overwhelm me, directing me to write. I went and sat down in the bathroom of all places, just to steal a little time away from my children, and be able to hear Him. I was not sure what I was going to hear, I just knew that it felt important. That has been the way that this has been for me over the years. I will sense that He has an important message waiting for me, but I will hesitate to begin out of my own peculiar mixture of human frailties. Then I’ll pray, make my leap of faith and try to be obedient. There is surely nothing special about me. I am just like everyone else, full of doubt, full of questions, but always trying to stay in His will. This has not always been an easy task, and it certainly has come with its crosses, but God has shown me that it will all be worth it.
The other day as I was walking my dog and praying my rosary, I felt God lift my cross for just a few moments. During this time I was given the understanding to see that everything we have ever had placed upon us was necessary for our salvation. He allowed me to feel my own cross, and to realize that it was a gift to me that would help to keep me humble. During these few moments of time I was able to understand and accept God’s calling regarding these things. I have never felt that level of joy at any time in my life. Then, after my understanding, He returned my cross to me. I believe this is something that I and everyone else must try to remember everyday. This worldly life is truly only temporary, and despite its travails, what comes next is worth every minute of struggle.
God also gave an my wife an awesome sign of her own this evening. Being called by God to this sort of work can be very trying on the people around the one called, especially the ones closest. I was talking to my wife on the phone this evening as she was driving home with the kids in a heavy rainstorm. We were speaking about a phone conversation I had had that day with a priest, and how he had given me very positive feedback about my mission, as well as recommending people that he wished me to speak with. My wife was curious about how this was going to help our family, and I explained to her that God always provides. This is not always the easiest explanation to listen to. Suddenly her voice raised, and she asked me urgently, “What is going on?” I asked her what she was talking about, and she said that although it was pouring outside, there was absolutely no rain falling on our vehicle. She said there was no rain on the front windshield, or on the back window, and that she even had to turn the wipers off. She said that it felt like they were under a bridge, or that some protection was over the van. She said it was pouring all around them, but not on them. I told her that I felt that this was very symbolic. I asked her what it meant to her and she commented, “That God will protect us!”. I told her I agreed with her, and thanked God for the miracle.
The reason I have shared this story is, that although the words He sends are critically important, so is the fact that we recognize Him in our everyday lives. The things He does for us on a daily basis are no less miraculous than what He did for my wife. I believe this is the reason for his message this past Monday morning. We are about to celebrate the greatest miracle of all, Jesus’ birthday. May we listen to the words of our Father and truly appreciate all that He has done for each of us.
12/7/2009
Lord: Yes my son it is I your Lord and God and Father. The time of year is fast approaching to celebrate the birth of my son. Celebrate it my son, celebrate it with all your heart.
Mary: My little one make room for Him in your heart so I may place Him there as in a manger. He is the source of all life, of all goodness and is so much-needed in the world today.
Lord: My son know that I sent Him as a sacrifice for sins, but don’t be fooled into thinking you can just do as you wish. If that were true, why the need for sacrifice? “Sacrifice” is an offering to me in atonement of, or in thanks, for something. This Christmas you celebrate the birth of your sacrifice; Jesus. This was chosen by me and accepted by my son. When you get to heaven; by living a Christ filled life, you will see how every person had a role in my plan. You will see the truth about Mary ( your queen) and Joseph ( the quiet and powerful Saint.) ~his time is coming~ . You will see that they were an intricate part of my design for your salvation. All of heaven gives them honor, as you do my son. I wish for all of mankind to recognize my glory in them, for that is what they bring me. This season, “remember my son”, for it is His birthday you celebrate. You go and spend money, inviting your friends and family for the celebration of one of your own children ( of which are also my children) at their birthdays, but you seem to forget my sweet Jesus at His. He did more for you than you will ever understand, here. Please my son, all of you, “remember Him this year”. This is one of the greatest sacrifices you could offer to me; a little of your time to say “thank you” and “happy birthday” to my son. Spread this word my child. Do not be concerned how people will find it, just put it out there and I will send them to you. That is all my son. Be at peace. I love you, amen.
"This looked impossible at first too, didn't it?"
I sat down last night to start catching up on the days that I have missed in my journal. To tell you the truth, it was the last thing I wanted to do at 11:00 PM. Then I remembered one of the lessons that God has been trying to teach all this time; “obedience”. As much as I did not want to, I sat down to do it anyway. As I started to write my days, it became obvious to me how much time I had spent away from Him during the Thanksgiving break. Although spending time with my wife and four children was the highlight of my hiatus from the office, I still felt a large piece of me that was missing without having spent the normal amount of time with our Lord that I usually do. This seemed especially true when I look at why this call had been given in the first place. According to God, these words of His are supposed to save many souls and reach thousands of people. When God first shared that with me, I had no idea “how” that was going to happen. I have to make a distinction here and explain what I mean.
In Scripture we see two separate circumstances where the same question is given to God; that question was, “how”? The first one came from Zechariah when it was revealed to him that he would bear a son, John the Baptist. He asked the angel,”how can this be? For I am older in years and my wife is barren”? Zechariah seemed to have asked this question of “how” out of doubt. Because of this he was left unable to speak until John was born. The second person who asked the question “how” was Mary. This time however, it was asked out of curiosity. Mary simply wanted to know “how God wanted to fulfill his request” (or in what way), for she did not know man. This time the angel answered, “the Holy Spirit shall overshadow you”. Even though these two hows seem quite similar, they are actually quite opposite. We have a lot to learn from both of them. The difference in the outcome speaks for itself. One of them who questioned the task, seemed to have looked at his situation with hopelessness. The other seemed to look at it from hope. Many times each and every day, are faced with the same question. How do we answer? Are we answering out of doubt, or hope? As I went on to write my journal last night, God gave some advice on this. He just wants us to be obedient, and to try. Personally, I think it’s the only way to go, because we don’t seem to be getting anywhere doing it the other way. The following is what He shared with me, and although He speaks to me directly in this message, I know that He gives it for all of us.
11/29/2009
Lord: My son is I your Lord and God and Father. Why do you worry so? How many times do I have to tell you… be at peace. My son I know your doubts as I know the thoughts of all of my children. You are human and you will tend to go astray, but that is what makes me a great Shepherd and a loving Father. I go in search of you. Do I need to? No… I want to. You are my children, all I want is for you to live faithful and faith filled lives while you are here on Earth. I know whether you have done what you have out of a pure heart and mind or not. I exist forgiving you, always. Night and day I work on your salvation, showing you the way to holiness and to me. Try my son, that is all I ask of anyone, try. You would be surprised at what effort alone can equal at the end of the day. When you do this you give me room to work in you. Do not be concerned with the outcome, for the outcome will take care of itself. Only the focus on the process; your daily “yes” to me. When you give me your “yes” I can perform miracles in your lives. Much more than you could ever do on your own. By putting forth the effort, you begin to trust, and this as you know unlocks the doors of my mercy. Use them now while you still can. Be focused on me and what you can do to advance my plan of salvation for mankind and you will secure for yourself all you need from me will be granted unto you. If you choose to live without this as your focus, I will still love you just as much. You however will only reap what you sow. Please my children take my advice and put me first, all of your other concerns will be put to rest. I long to lavish you with gifts from my bountiful mercy, but you must ask. I am here my children. Do not forget me, as I do not forget you. Do your best not to sin. It only puts space between you and I. Analyze what things in your life do these things to you, and remove them. Do not be foolish thinking you can beat evil on your own, you can’t. But remember my children, with me all things are possible. That is all my son, now go in peace and spread my words. I love you, amen.
"So much to be thankful for"
Isn’t it funny how God works in this world? Sometimes He is so quiet that we don’t even know He is there. At other times He will put up a billboard in order to get our attention. As we conclude this Thanksgiving I am in awe of all that I have to be thankful for. I have my beautiful family, my friends, and so many other things. With all that God gives, us you would think that believing in Him would be easy, but sometimes it’s not. Like the poor, doubt is always with us. Doubt can masquerade as one of our comfort zones. We get comfortable where we are, whether it is in our believing, or our doubts. We are spiritually stalled and then suddenly there He is, challenging our doubts and giving us a nudge just when we really need it the most.
Many times do I question these gifts of the Spirit, and each time God patiently shows me my doubts are unwarranted. I was very blessed the other morning when, after experiencing doubt the previous day concerning the direction of my spiritual path, I prayed and asked God for His confirmation in what I am doing. I was reading my morning news and there on one of the websites I view each day, was the story of a person who has almost identical spiritual experiences to mine. Not only did I get to read her story, but I was also blessed in being able to speak with her. She confirmed for me that God is doing this with many people. How very good it felt to believe in it once again. I shared with her a message which had some “warnings” associated with it. I told her I did not write this message, because I did not want people thinking I was forecasting fear about the end of the world. She reminded me that it’s not mine to hold on to the messages He has given to me, and that I had an obligation to be obedient and share them.
So, I send a heartfelt “Thank You” to my new found sister in the Body of Christ for sharing her story and reminding me to take courage in sharing what I have been given. I will record for you today what He shared with me. These messages never leave me with a feeling of fear, instead they leave me with a feeling of hope. As I record what He said to me, you will see that He was also encouraging me to continue being obedient and to do what He has asked of me. As always, please pray and discern. Happy Thanksgiving to all.
10/15/2009 & 10/16/2009
Lord: Yes my son it is I your Lord and God and Father. Be at peace my child, tell all of my children to be at peace. I am hard at work solving the issues of the world and I do not fail. I am never late. Remember the precepts? It is through obedience that you weaken the devil. Do not worry about him, for I will take care of him. Instead take care of your neighbor. Spread love, not fear. Do not get caught up in the media, for its job is to keep you entrenched with it, good or bad. My son, spend some time with me in prayer instead. Give up one of your TV programs and instead of watching useless television shows come with me so we can develop your soul. Nurture it for a while and you will be surprised at what will happen to you in your life. My son spend time with me developing virtues and you can change the world. Do not, and you get what you have now; a ruthless society of selfish and faithless people ( my children). Make time for me, you will be happy you did. That is all, go in peace my son. I love you, amen.
A few minutes later~
Yes my son your mission will begin. To spread my word to my lost children in and out of the church. You are chosen for this work, be at peace. It is a blessing not a curse. You are very special to me in my plan of salvation as I expose to the world the reality of my being and the weight of their sins. My son I love all of my children so much, as only a father could. I have literally given my life for them (in Jesus) and I would do it again in a second. My love knows no boundaries. It’s depths, its heights and its widths are greater than anything known to man. My son, soon many things will start to happen in this world. Some may see me in them, others will not. It is a gift and a choice. For those who see me there will be no doubt, for those who don’t there will never be enough proof. Until it comes my son, where they stand before me and answer for all that I have given them and all that I have asked of them to do. For no one escapes me. Not here, not anywhere. Learn from Jonah, you cannot hide in this world. I know where you are at all times, as I showed Adam in the garden. My child the time has almost come to reveal to mankind that of which they have chosen not to believe in. That I am God. That I am all-merciful, I am all loving, but I am also a judge. So many will see their sins and not be able to live with what they see. Others will Harden themselves harder than when they began. The chosen few, by their will and my love for them, will answer my call. That is all it will take to turn this world around and back to me their God. My word has been sent, it shall not return to me void. ( personal part omitted at this time) obedience my son, obedience. That is the word I have sent to you. Be obedient and all things shall be done for you. This is, in itself, Matthew chapter 6 verses 25 through 34. If the world was obedient the devil would flee, for nothing would come of his efforts. But the world is disobedient, and because of this you reap what you sow. I allow, I chastise, but most of all I love. I love all of you. No one more than the other, you are all my children. I gave my son’s life for you, which one of you would do the same? Especially for a stranger, or if you could imagine…. your enemies? That is your challenge my children, go out and love. Love with my love, not yours. Yours is wounded, it has missing pieces. Yours is distraught, but mine is pure. Mine is not political. I am love. I am God. So please my children heed my words, for the time is coming and you must be prepared. Be at peace my child, this is a message for all of my children. My son your time is coming as well. The time for you to go out amongst the lost and the chosen and stand up bravely and proudly for what I have given you; the gift of my words which must be spoken. That is why I have called you. Now go my son. Go in peace. I love you, amen.
"I forgave them... didn't I?"
If you are wondering why I haven’t posted in a while, it’s because I hate writing! This however does not matter, because obedience has nothing to do with whether we like something or not. We have to do it anyway. So it is with the writing tonight, but before we get started I feel I have to share with you some other things as well.
Spiritual Friendships: A crucial link to survival here
I have been very blessed in the last 15 years to have incredibly spiritually minded friends, as well as an abundance of miraculous happenings that most people only dream of. These spiritual relationships have probably been the saving grace in my life. I usually have between one and two conversations at day regarding God and his work in our lives. Recently I have realized that these conversations are what I would call “food for the soul”. What happens when we go without food? We gradually weaken, and can eventually starve to death. Without such relationships it is very hard to go through this world understanding God and his mysteries, and trying to follow His will in our own lives. I personally find the conversation amongst spiritual friends to be some of the deepest prayer I’ve ever experienced. This is not to lessen regular prayer, it is only to recognize an interactive way of performing it. The world is far too busy, and far too noisy to always hear God clearly in our daily lives. This is one of the reasons for spiritual friendships. He can communicate and live through us, as we interact with one another in the Body of Christ. I have to get the message written down now, for it was during one of these conversations today that He interrupted me and told me to write down what He said.
The first message you will read came last night before bed, but had to be picked up earlier today and finished. The second message you will read, or the continuation of the first message, came a few minutes later while in a conversation with a friend. This sense of urgency I felt with the second message was so strong that I told my friend I would have to call back after I had listened and obeyed. I proceeded to write the second message and you can see why this was so important. It sounds like our loving Father is trying to be a good parent and warn his children. This is not doomsday information, but a lesson I believe is necessary for our world that we live in today. Please read on, and discern for yourself.
11/19/2009 & 11/20/2009
First Message:
Lord: Yes my son it is I your Lord and God and Father. Be at peace my son and know that all is well. I have taken all things into my hands and I am conducting them as I see fit, for I know what is best for you (all). Your lives are a tapestry finely woven by me. Oh my children if you would only allow me to completely envelop you ( By your “yes”) you would see what perfect plans I have for you all. This you do not do my children. Instead you set your own agendas filling your calendars with useless things. Spending time with me in prayer and in front of the blessed sacrament will help you to find that place within your soul where I can commune with you. My children I am asking you ( calling you )… “Wake Up”! See what you have fallen for. The allure of money and material things has helped place you where you are. Oh foolish children, you have chosen a false god. I AM the only way, the only thing that you should worship and pay that sort of tribute to. Remember my children you cannot have two masters. You will love one and despise the other. Which one have you chosen my children? I plead with you for the salvation of your soul to choose wisely. My adversary has done a good job at creating a diversion that keeps you busy almost 24 hours a day. Once again my children…. it is foolish to follow him. Only I can give you peace. He gives you confusion and anger. Come to me and let me put your troubles to rest. Take upon you my yoke and you will see that my burden is light. Ask my children and you shall receive, but be careful what you are searching for, for some things should be left alone ( I took this to mean curiosities with psychics and New Age phenomenon and the likes). I love you my children, Amen.
Second Message: Minutes later
My son write down what I tell you. My people must be prepared for what is coming upon them. Make peace with your brothers and sisters before you stand before me. This is the purpose of your calling, to warn them to be ready. Do not worry if it is going to happen this year or next year, but be prepared now. For in a moment in time you will stand before me and give an account for what you have done with my gifts. Be prepared my children by asking me to give you the grace to forgive one another. This is hard for you because of the coldness of your hearts. Be a warm place for your neighbor to reside. Let them find me in you. Go to confession my children and don’t waste another minute with sin on your soul. So many of you are being prevented from achieving my will for you in your lives due to the sin on your soul. I have sent my word “Forgiveness” and it will be looking for places to rest. Hearts that will accept the “call”. Please my children do as I say for you do not know the hour that I will come; but I do. For each and every one of you there is a time to be called back. Do you think you are ready to see me? I know the state of your soul, and so do your brothers and sisters. It comes out (they see it) in your actions as a symbol of your purity and holiness. Please my children make amends if you can. If you cannot, ask me and I will help you to forgive those that you cannot reach; or those that you shouldn’t. This is more important than you know my little ones. Please I ask you to be ready. Do not be afraid to share this with everyone! There is no fault in this command…. “Forgive”. Remember as you do this so shall it be done to you, for the measure in which you measure shall be measured back to you. That is all my son. Go in peace, love and forgiveness. I love you. Amen.
He asked me to get this message to all of His children regardless of who they are. I do not claim to know anything of what is to be in the future, but I do know that this felt like an “urgent” message that had to be passed on. You do with it what you will. I have done my part, now let God inspire you as to what to do with yours. Peace.
I was talking to a friend tonight discussing what each one of us is going through. It seems ironic that when people lead spiritual lives here on earth the same type of cloud seems to follow them for a period of time. I guess in a way this can lead you to feel better about your situation because it’s happening to them too. This doesn’t lighten the test, but at least you don’t feel alone while your going through it. Once again today that TV was riddled with bad news about people in the world who seemed to have lost control. No matter what you do you are inundated with information. The world seems to be moving forward at 100 miles per hour and every day it gets quicker. We are not sure who to trust anymore, we always seemed to be running into others who are defending what they believe (or don’t want to admit that they may be wrong about it). The sad thing is that it seems that everyone is going against each other. I can’t think for a second that this is a positive thing to do. It just seems that we are always about a quarter of an inch off. Remembering that satan has no ability to create anything, I guess a quarter of an inch is all he needs.
As I was speaking to my friend earlier our conversation moved toward what God was doing in our lives. It was interesting to see where He places His finger and for what reason. Sometimes it seems impossible to see that He is there at all until His work is done and it speaks for itself. As I spoke to this friend I was led to share a message. After reading it I felt I should be sharing it with you too. Here’s what God had to say to me last month, see if it resonates with you as well.
10/09/2009
Lord: Yes my son it is I your Lord and God and Father. Write down what I tell you. Many things are coming upon this world to cleanse and purify my creation. Stay close to my church my son and follow the commands I have given it. Do not leave no matter what you hear, for I have called you to be obedient. I have called all my children to be obedient. My children do not hear me anymore as they have drowned me out with the sound of progress. This however, has been a foolish move. For the progress you seek will only lead to desolation. I am all that matters, but I am the last thing that you search for. My children wander around like lost sheep looking for a shepherd. My shepherds wander around without tending to my sheep. Very few recognize the work of the evil one amongst them, but yet it is so simple. Does what you long for lead you closer to me? Or are you only satisfying your own desires? Yes my children this is the only question that matters. Do you ever contemplate eternity? Where you will spend it? Who you will spend it with, or if you will make it to heaven? So many pass from this world without ever giving that much thought. Unfortunately my children, you make the choice. I provide you with opportunities to do my will (but you ultimately make the decision). I am never exhausted, my mercy is endless. But do not forget my children that I am also a just judge. That I must rule with fairness so that all things will be brought into balance. A balance my children that you have lost sight of. My children read your scriptures for I have already spoken through them. Go to confession and make yourselves right with me. For then if I call upon you, you shall be ready. Follow the Scripture I have given to my servant (me) to spread to his brothers and sisters. Matthew chapter 6 verses 25 through 34. This is your roadmap. The instructions are clear. There is nothing confusing and nothing difficult for a pure heart. This my children is the message of the day, “come back to me”. come back to the Father who loves you, who provides for you, who nourishes your soul and prepares a place for you in my kingdom. It is true that eye has not seen and ear has not heard what is waiting for those who live my will here on earth. Think on these things my children and let them come to life, for it is life which hangs in the balance. That is all my son, go now in peace. I love you, amen.
Breaker of the "chains that bind us!"
As I sit here this evening I certainly have a lot to write about. God has been very active in His signs and His inspirations. I will have to catch up later on some of the things that occurred in the last few days, but for now I need to talk about my experience tonight.
I went to my church this evening where I was volunteering to become a lector. What made me so happy was the number of people who really seemed to love their church. They were volunteering just like I was, looking becomes part of something bigger. The priest who did the talking and the teaching really impressed me. I could hear it in his voice, and see it in his actions how much he loved Jesus. He taught us to understand what really happens when we go to Mass. He gave us the history and the tradition of being a lector. It made me proud to partake in such a position within the church. I can see now why our parish thrives. It is certainly the priests, but also the laity! I was very inspired to see that in the middle of the utter turmoil in the world, there is so much good still left around us. After our training was over I was getting ready to leave the church when I noticed that Adoration was going on right next to me. I couldn’t leave without saying good night to my Lord and Savior and thanking Him for this opportunity to serve Him. As I knelt down in front of Him I was overtaken with the understanding that I was sitting with our Lord and God, face-to-face. The presence of Him was overwhelming, and I took out my pen and began to write. When I started this next message I realized I was sitting outside of time. But I was sitting with the Savior of the world and in the only place where I could be with Him physically, body blood, soul and divinity, until we make it to heaven. This is where I got the feeling that I was sitting just this side of the veil of heaven. The following is what I received after prayer…
11/3/2009
Lord (Jesus): Hello my son thank you for coming here tonight and offering your help to my church. Please let all of my children know that I am here. The same Savior that died for their sins awaits them here. I am always with you my children, but I come to you and you receive me in a very special way in this sacrament. I am here for all of my children, Catholic or not. Please come spend some time with me in prayer away from the busy world, where I the Divine physician can work on your brokenness and your loneliness. Your isolationism and your sorrow. I know what you feel my beloved children, I felt it too. There is nothing you will go through that I do not understand, as a matter of fact I go through it with you, carrying you if I must. I love you my children and all I want is for you to spend eternity with me. I work all of your lives for that one moment when you say “yes” to me and let me in. I will wait on that until your last breath of life if I have to. Just imagine my children, you take your last breath here and in a moment you are with me breathing eternal life. Without the sadness, without the worry and without the fears you are experiencing now. I know many of you are worried about what you are seeing happen around you. Look to my word about this. It must happen so that I may bring peace back into the world. Learn from the fig tree so you will understand the signs of the times. Be at peace my children and know that what you are witnessing is the birth pangs of a new civilization; spiritually speaking that is. Wait my children, I am coming. I will not be late. Remember though I am coming like a thief in the night, so be prepared my children. Have the oil ready for your lamps so that when I arrive you may be able to see and follow. Be at peace my little ones I know that I AM GOD. I will not disappoint for those who believe. That is all my son. Go in peace, I love you, amen.
The only True Answer to our problems
As I sit here this evening recovering from a long afternoon of working on this blog, I am amazed at something. I just went searching through my TV channels, and no matter how many of the hundreds of choices that were before me, I noticed one thing many of them had in common. Whether it was a liberal news program or a conservative one, they were all filled with conflict. Each person speaking for what they believe to be truth, and each one defending their place, believing the other person was wrong. Now of course I believe fully that there is only one truth, however, I don’t believe we are going to find it when all we do is fight. Everybody has a right to their feelings. Believe me, I have my own feelings about things. However, as long as we are led around by our emotions ( which the media seems to do such a good job of inflaming ) I think the chances of finding peace are limited at best. God has shared with me many things regarding this. He has asked me not to watch the news, because our emotions become too high, and we get pulled into the fight. Instead, He has asked me to read my news, because in this way the emotions will be held at bay. It has now been many months and I can see quite a difference. It is amazing when you are removed things for a bit that you see them so differently. Seeing the forest through the trees, so to speak. You discover many things when this occurs, but one of the main things you discover is how out of balance we have become. Everyone I heard tonight on those programs was preaching fear, worry, and showing how full of anxiety everybody is. This caused me to look back on a message I received from God in September of 2008. I will record it here for your discernment. See if you see the theme in this message as well.
September 26, 2008
Lord: “My son it is I your Lord and God and father. Do not be surprised by the distractions around you. I am allowing them so you will learn to persevere and find me in all things. Of course I wish you to write about this, for it is for others ( as well as yourself) that you do this. I ask many of my children to write or at least talk with me, but so many do not listen. It is for this that I have chosen you. Out of all the people in the world that I have created, I chose you for this mission of mine. You have been obedient for the most part, although I know your doubts. Pay no attention to them for they are not of me. You can move mountains, remember? The world is changing rapidly my son. The stage is being set for one of my greatest accomplishments although it may seem like one of my greatest failures. Pay no attention to the negativity that surrounds you, it only slows down my work. I can do all things my son, only your or lack of cooperation can affect my will for you. I will work around all obstacles to accomplish my goals, without your acceptance it just takes longer. Remember to me time is of no circumstance, only to you. The enemy knows this which is why he works off the worry of “time” to cause anxiety and fear. He is still an Angel, although the fallen one, he is still very intelligent. However remember I have defeated him already and he knows it. He, just like you, does not want to accept it (due to your lack of faith in it). Very soon many things will change for you for the better. You must spend more time with me like this so you can understand them. Do not let the hustle and bustle of your busy day get in the way. I am very busy too but I still find time for you, don’t I? I love you my son, never forget that. Go in peace we will talk again soon. Amen.”
Do we get the message
